beauty sleep.

21 Apr

i realize that i should be getting to sleep, but thoughts keep, ahem, keeping me awake at night. i think i’ll list them here, for peace of mind – maybe putting them in a list will calm my nerves.
P.S. HELLO juvenile problemas!

  1. omg, omg, omg, omg. debate. states is this friday, what am i going to do, what am i going to DO? i’m so nervous. sososososo nervous. i narrowly avoided having a practice round today by a stroke of luck – thank you, T! but there’s no avoiding rounds at states – the whole point of going, supposedly, is to compete.
  2. days with my father. it was the most touching, heartfelt, and haunting piece i’ve read in a while. it’s made be seriously think about life, about my priorities and values and everything in between.
  3. a certain letter i sent.
  4. “tongues, always pressed to your cheeks, while my tongue is on the inside of some other girl’s teeth. tell your boyfriend, if he says he’s got BEEF, that i’m a VEGETARIAN and i aint fuckin’ scared of him!” “and the set list you stole off the stage has red&purple lipstick all over the page.” “and the best is, no one knows who you are; just another girl, alone at the bar!”
  5. the spectator. i’m going to the interest meeting tomorrow, and i’m nervous – what if i don’t make it? getting my thoughts down by typing them out on paper is one of the ways i unwind – i don’t know what i would do without reading or writing, without magazines, blogs, facebook, this blog, BOOKS.
  6. my hair. why does it get greasy so fast? its nice now, but there’s swim gym tomorrow, and its guaranteed to be FUCKED UP by the chlorine & swim cap.
  7. aaaah it’s 12, no beauty sleep for me. oh no.

One Response to “beauty sleep.”

  1. sarah April 27, 2009 at 2:44 pm #

    do you remember the apollo earrings giveaway from leah sakellarides on joanna’s blog a few weeks ago?! well leah is giving away another beautiful piece this week on my blog, macaroni club! she is so talented, and so sweet to do this! i’d like to invite you to come visit macaroni club, and if you like this piece of leah’s, sign up to win it!
    xo… sarah

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